We drown in our music,
To remember,
To think.
To block thoughts out,
We close our eyes
So one can’t see the fear in our eyes.
To silence speech,
So one won’t hear the shake in our speech,
To hide the hurt that burns inside
We drown
Repeat
We drown
In the melodies of sound.
NK
That walked into her life
A complication
Not requested
Not required
A flirtatious game played
Enjoyed and liked
Until real
As real as the words you read
As real as the breath you take
A kiss
That took her breath away
A kiss
Making her
Want him
Need him
And more
Now a frustration
Is a complication
An ache
To the mind
The heart
Her loins
No longer does the heart beat for one
But for two
Unrequited was love
Displaced feelings
Lead to frustration
And a mind fuckIng
Complication!
Time
Has
Opened
The
Eyes
The mind & heart
Realisation
Has crashed down
As it was all a game
She never asked to play..
At night thoughts
Invade my mind
That conflicts
With my heart
It’s a hostile
invasion
A battle
A complication
My subconscious
My negotiator
He makes out that
He’s this hard exterior
In his rusty, filthy armour
That nothing affects him
His soldiers will defend him
That is no lie
But really hand on heart
All that he wants,
Is to be needed,
Wanted and be loved
And only one
That is she
Can break though his exterior
To find his broken heart
And that is I..
I fell in love
I don’t know why
I fell in love
When you said hi
I fell in love
And the moon cried
I fell in love
As your words were my weakness
I fell in love
And the clouds blushed in the sky
I fell in love
Because your voice was my Achilles
I fell in love
Because absence made it fonder
I fell in love
And I still don’t know why
I fell in love
And then you said goodbye..
I’m still in love
With the memories
I’m still in love
Because you could be destiny
I’m still in love
But I may be wasting my time…
This falling in love
Is kinda hard
When you hit the floor
And no arms..
To conquer her heart
He had to read her map
His task to figure his actual location
Was he
North
East
South
West
Decipher the legend of her mind
Discover the symbols that made
Her sigh
Learn to read her contour lines
The latitude and longitude of
Where her heart resides
Now to plot his route
And seek her soul
Then travel to his desired location
For his love to meld her heart
The secrets of him
Where hidden away
Locked
At the back of her heart
Occasionally unlocked
When his name came to mind
Where she’d sort through
The back catalogue of memories
The heartache
The fun times
The love times
Today it was about how they first met time..
A memory she’ll never forget
How I tried so
Hard not to fall
It took all
My strength
To rein back my heart
And now it’s in limbo
Unsure whether to part
If I let go
Will you capture my heart?
On the lake of destiny
A beautiful swan I became to be
In the night where my thoughts
Sat and played with me
In the misty night on the lake of destiny
I’m at peace in the night
My thoughts come alive
I’d write you a song
Of my love for thee
My wings are my ink
As I dance on the lake of destiny
Floating on the lake
I asked the lake
“What of my destiny?”
But no answer ever came to me
As I realised I am my destiny
The mist on the lake then whispered to me
“Now go and live and enjoy your destiny”
As I opened my wings took flight with ease
I found the man
To break the spell
From the enchanted lake that was occasionally Hell
Now hand in hand
I stand by my man
Together to face our
Destiny..
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