Perfect World…

This world will never be perfect…

Until I’ve walked a year in your shoes
Forget the mile or the hour
As that mile could be the easiest mile
That hour could be your happiest hour..

This world will never be perfect…

As my perfect is different to your perfect
My perfect could be OCD
Your perfect could be the opposite and totally annoy me

This world will never be perfect..

As what perfection I see
Maybe different to what you see

So this world will never be perfect..
Well not in my eyes..

Even if we met in the middle,
Someone would be unhappy
And ruin our perfection
That we have agreed on

So…

I’ll just have to make my life as perfect as I can make it
In my little bubble,
Or like a perfect rain drop that sits on a rose, for that’s my kind of perfection..

Lost that feeling..

When you lose that connection
That loving feeling
Been together too long
Have we become monotonous

I want it back
That loving feeling
I want what we had
Back in the day

Where did you stray
With your loving feeling

Mines still here
Waiting
Reeling
Needing
Wanting

I ask you
Do you still want me?
Do you still need me?
Like I need you

I still love you
Even though you’ve lost
That loving feeling

Please come back baby I need you..

Naive Angel

An Angel from above, thought she was falling in love but finds out it was all in her head…

She sits and ponders looks onto the world and says…

Naive must be my first name
As I’m new to this fools game
You played me like a fool
Making me think that I’m the one
But all this time you were stringing me along

With your words of desire
Making my loins conspire
Against my mind and my heart
Making me the jealous foolish tart

Wising up and..

Naive no longer my first name
It’s been relegated to my second name
Wising up to your game
Less distracting your name though
Occasionally tripping over your words of seduction

I swoon and I sigh
I become a fool for your words yet again
But now I must stay away

My heart has got in the way
My words back to you are real
But I guess they are wasted
As what you tell me, just isn’t real?

Tears fall endlessly to the floor
My mind is a mess I must confess
My hearts compressed
Cannot take the weight of deceit anymore

As you play a good game but I am no longer the…

Naive fool anymore
It’s just me learning from this mistake
My heart will not break
From this game that you played..

I just hope the next angel doesn’t come along your way and get effected the same way..

Flowers to your Grave..

I miss you everyday
As I take flowers to your grave
In my thoughts through the day
Wishing you were still here
To see your face
To hear you laugh
And call me your princess
To tell me you love me

Instead I take flowers to your grave
I talk to you there
And tell you I love you
Tell you how things are
Hoping your smiling down at me

As I take flowers to your grave..

I love you dad always..

Red Ribbon of Love

Bound by this red ribbon of love
Bonded by our love
Even when were far apart
This bond will never part
It’s destiny
It’s you and me
Forever and infinity
You will always be with me
Forever in my heart

Fickle…

Fickle is the game of lust
In him she put too much trust

Confused between love and lust
And yet again it’s down to trust

She wears her heart on her sleeve
You take advantage of her needs
Is this a game you wish to play

You may regret this game you played…

Replaced…

I know I’ve been replaced
Although not totally erased
Still in your mind, not in your heart

Which is where I was from the start
What did I do to be replaced?

My love for you had never wained
Was it because I went away?

I gave my heart
You had my soul

I told you things
I’d not told before

Opened up, thinking you were more..

But in the end you left me cold
Distanced yourself and now you have
No tender words, like once before

But I will continue to smile today
With all the memories you put my way

That’s how I suppose it will have to stay
As you no longer look my way..

Forget me not…

Forget me not
I’ll miss you a lot
Until the morning
I’ll be waiting
For your touch
That I crave so much
Forget me not today
Forget me not tomorrow

As I will never forget you…

I Write the Words..

When sadness touches my heart
I write the words I cannot speak

I write the words I want to scream
I write the words that silence me

I write the words you never hear

I wish sometimes I could say them aloud
Without the thought, you’d knock me down
With your words of confusion or even your delusion, right back at me

Verbally I get confused, I stutter,
I scramble for new words to use
Words in my defence and not to amuse

I wish you would just listen
Not go back on your word
And listen to the words that I have to say

Never cruel
Just telling you how I feel
Never to offend
Just telling you what I mean

But I stay silent and write the words that flow so easily on the paper, as I cannot speak…

Lust..

I want you
I need you
I crave you

I must have you
I want to be with you

Hold me
Kiss me
Enchant me with your charm
Tangle me in your web of desires

I want to get lost in you
Touch you
Hold you kiss you
Get deep in you

No mind control
Lets just lose control
Crash to the floor
As our bodies explore
Our passions
Desires

Lets just let go
And go with the flow..

Let our minds sync as one
No thoughts
Just effortless
Carnal desires
As our hearts beat as one

Lets just have some fun..